When you waiting for somethig realy long, imagining  what will you feel when you got it, but it never come you begin to realize that something's wrong. The best if you understand that all of it is your fault, but there are people that can't admit it. Because of it they start to blame everyone besides themselves and ignore call of mind, what lead them to nothing but crash.

     If you'll ask me, who I am, I'd tell you that I'am an Ugly Old Tree. Why? Because I learned to wait, I've been waiting for so long and it seems to me, I will be waiting twise as much. Ugly Old Tree have a few advantages like Patience, Humility, True sight on different things, freedom from dumb and empty dreams, that interfere crossing you road of life. But dry tree is old and ugly. Nobody consider it to be beautiful. It doesn't produce air for atmosphere, it doesn't decay in ground. It's useless. It may be usefull as a brushwood for cheerful party or lonley stalker, that holds his way through place where old tree slowly dying, but also Ugly tree can help some one that decide to hang on the rope silently. Old Ugly Trees have no future, because they dead inside. 

     I have a friend, he is a real rope. He is a linking element between fate and people around him. He will survive anyways no matter how heavy will be someone that will hang on him. He won't rip. One day he will became a thing that help someone to get in the final point of his life. Rope is just a way to realize something that should happen, but rope never influence on something, never can change anything.

     Someone who hanging on the rope that sways on the brunch of Ugly Tree, have no way back. If he put his neck into the rope- that's the end. His body will be hanging untill someone won't cut the rope to get his body and spirit free.

     Obviously Old Tree and Rope can't change anything, but some one, who can change everything for himselfe is someone to hang. But There is a point of no return. You can change everything if you haven't put your neck into rope yet.

     It's time to cut down all the Old Ugly Trees, and rip all the ropes, so there won't be somewone to hang...