How did it start?
Well, I dont know.
I just feel the craving.
I see the flesh and it smells fresh.
And it s just there for the taking.
These little girls they make me feel so god damn
exhilarated.
I feel them up, I can t give it up.
The pain that I m just erasing.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I m with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.

I cannot ever find a way
To throw these darkened thoughts away
Need a place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday
Guess that's the price I have to pay
For what's inside my mind
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive

Scream at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me, with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to, hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
I, don't run around
Trying to be, what's not within me
Look, into my eyes
I am free
You're just a wanna-be!

What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to, hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
To come out...
Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one

I can't hide from them all time.

So I thought you disappeared
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely?
Yes lonely

The time is coming
God is saying
You're really happy
What a game
The time is coming
A bed of flames.

I'll die smiling,
Something the past
Someone said to me will,
Make me laugh,
And I'll lay back and fade away.

Let me die,
Go away,
I never got what I wanted,
I never got what I needed,
What's on my mind,
Who can say?
It's my infection I'm feeding,
I can not stop all this bleeding

And maybe end?