a person who was used to understand and accept all of their emotions and thoughts will obviously be nettled by the moment, when their brain will get tired of processing this raft of worries; will start to cut all of them out from the memory, as soon as you’ll calm down or go to sleep. from now on they won’t live longer than a couple of hours, what patently does not help you in making things clear. it’s an abrupt stab, an impulse, immediately drowning in these thoughts that it brought by its own. there’s a feeling left in your head, an aftertaste, but not the reason, neither the very thought.